je pense.

"En chercant à affacer quelqu'un de sa vie, c'est finalement un peu de sa vie qu'on efface."

"Les gens que j'ai aimés, je cherche toujours à les revoir."

"J'ai bonheur, mais ce n'est pas ce qui m'a rendue la plus heureuse"

"Ce qui compte vraiment, c'est inutile de le noter, on s'en souvient." ca c'est pourquoi je n'ai pas noter les choses important de mon blog. (well c'est une raison.)

after all this time.

without you around.
those who have been most occupying my daily thoughts.
I am counting down the days.
some things work, but don't make sense..like shorts and snow.
"Hey by the way, you're beautiful every little piece love."

"and don't you know you're really gonna be someone, ask anyone."

"when you find everything you looked for, I hope your life leads you back to my door."

stop.

"stop thinking in terms of limitations and start thinking in terms of possibilities."

"I don't know what I want, so don't ask me cause I'm still trying to figure it out."

I need to stop complaining, stop looking forward to what is next and start living in the here and now, even if I don't know what I want, or who I want, or where I want. I have NOTHING at all to complain about. I am so very blessed in so many ways. I need to have the get to rather than the have to attitude. I need to focus on being thankful, being loving, and being understanding. I need to listen more and speak less. I need to remember to make more than the best of every situation and to give praise, even in the storm. I have nothing to complain about, nothing to be miserable about and nothing worth stressing about in my life.

SO I am going to shift my focus, focus on the here and now. and do everything I can to be grateful for each situation and day that I am giving to improve myself. I am determined to not get caught up in the negative but instead to be consumed by faith, hope, and love.

"I'm just a girl, trying to find my place in this world."

"I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on."

beautiful.

"you're beautiful, every little piece, love."

"and when you find everything you looked for I hope your life leads you back to my door."

"it's hard to make a conversation when he's taking my breath away."

"and don't you know you're really gonna be someone, ask anyone."

"If you and I are a story that never gets told at least you'll know, you're beautiful every little piece love." "staybeautiful..."

"sometimes we don't say a thing just listen to the crickets sing, everything I need is right here by my side."

"I know everything about you, I don't want to live without you."

"well you drive me crazy have the time, the other half I'm only trying to let you know that what I feel is true"

"through it all you're the only one that gets me."

"I'm only me when I'm with you."

"Don't wanna fly if your still on the ground."

"when I'm with anybody else it's so hard to be myself, and only you can tell."

"I'm only me, who I wanna be, when I'm with you."

makingchange.

this is the koala bear I made, yes made.

his name is joey.

I don't want to talk about serious stuff on my blog anymore (or at all)

so get used to things like joey.

peace love and a robot.

outofmyleague.

"as the world spins around her she laughs,

rolls her eyes."

ca marche..

our song.

This is my friend Brittany and although we currently live five hours apart, our lives are exactly the same. it is kinda scary.

tonight, we decided to write a song, so I took a pen and an old napkin and wrote down our song...yes just like Taylor Swift.

OUR SONG: (it's not really "our song" [that would be horrible] it is a song we wrote together.)

(it goes to the tune 1234 by Plain White T's It is on my playlist so listen to it while you read.)

1-2-1-2-3-4

Give me more frustration than I've ever had.

Make it all suck and make me sad.

Tell me there's a chance even when there's not.

Make me feel dumb when I hurt so bad.

Really getting mad.

I'm so pissed I was with you.

And you're a doucher.

You make me crazy.

It's simple as 1-2-1-2-3-4

There's only one phrase to say

Three words for you.

(I hate you) I DGAF.... and here is where we got distracted. BAHAHA. we had to go talk to "important" people.

So today Brittany also told me about an experience she had had the previous night and I laughed. No, it wasn't funny. Because than tonight THE EXACT SAME THING HAPPENED TO ME. LIKE WORD FOR WORD BRITTANY'S STORY PLAYED OUT IN MY LIFE.

and this is not the first time this has happened. at all. ew.

What I have learned from this all:

1. NEVER again do I want to attempt to watch the movie, The Dark Knight. EVER. ew.

2. Laughing at Brittany's stories is not nice. Especially once you realize you know exactly how she felt. ew.

3. Listen to Ashli and go with your first gut thought. It would have been so much better. ew.

4. Don't ditch your song writing to go do exactly the opposite of what the song is about. ew.

5. NEVER EVER TRY TO WATCH DARK KNIGHT! NEVER EVER EVER EVER AGAIN. ew.