normal?

(molly took this, trying to attack her reflection of course)

question: when do things get normal again?
or is this the new normal?
if so, it is not a new normal I enjoy very much.

this is me.

I think coffee is comforting and relaxing, particularly when it is from my favorite huge france mug.

Even though we don't have a pool, when I am home alone I am often in my swim suit.

I find growing up and being done with college terrifying.

Lately, I want to be a high school home economics teacher, or open a bakery.

I constantly feel so young and so old simultaneously.

Sometimes it is hard to be happy, but I am determined to fight that and be happy anyway.

"you just have to try to accept it."

PLEASE one more person  post all over the electronic world about how wonderful it is to be back at concordia with all your bestest friends and hashtag another really cute joke about how senior year is going to rock and how silly the new freshman are. oh, and tell me again how happy you are with your new girlfriend. and how much you really like her.
#gettingoldandturningintothecynicallonelyoldcatladyblows.

to see what you find..

"we've got a lot to learn."

"we my be picking up the pieces here on after.."
that empty picture frame breaks my heart, but seeing the picture might be worse.

lately winter's taking over summer's heat.

"but even when it rains the sun is still ablaze"

relationships.