baby it's cold outside.

Why is it so cold?
Everyone keeps telling me that God has an amazing plan for my life.
And I know He does, this is just the waiting part of things.
But I will wait.
And in the mean time, smile as best I can.

breakingpoint.

life does not ever go as you plan.

you know that moment when you are twenty-two, you live with your mom,

and everything in your life has gone the opposite direction as you wanted it to?
I pray that for you, you do not and never do know that moment.
I have not been able to get things right for awhile now and I think I have finally reached a hopeless, unavoidable, breaking point.

 

"The devil may visit us, but God lives here." Mlle. Babptistine

sometimes and other times.

(molly mae)

Sometimes I am motivated to help people and in some way make their life better.

Other times, I get too depressed with my lack of ability and I just want to sleep.
Sometimes I really like drinking tea and being healthy.

Other times, I eat cookies for breakfast.

Sometimes I love to take care of little children and teach them.

Other times, I do not want to be in charge of how much they learn and understand.
Sometimes I can't stand pinterest and all the things girls post about their weddings (when they don't have a boyfriends/are not even close to being in a postion to plan their weddings)
Other times, I still can't stand pinterest.

Sometimes I feel okay with being me.

Other times, I am insecure about everything..

goal

I am off from work until January 7th..
and my goal is to apply for one job every day..
I need to figure out what comes next..

adieu.

(sur la tour eiffel quand le monde était beau)

"There is no comfort in the word 'farewell,' even if you say it in French. 'Farewell' is a word that, in any language, is full of sorrow. It is a word that promises absolutely nothing."

-The Tale of Desperaux.

mon coeur est triste. je ne sais pas quoi faire...

light vs. darkness

'Let light shine out of darkness...'

2 Corinthians 4:6


grant me strength and peace, and light amongst the darkness..

I LOVE getting sunflowers:]