winterwonderland.

I just made a bomb Christmas playlist.
starting the day after Thanksgiving that is all I am playing...
if I can wait that long..
38 days til Christmas break!
and there is snow on the peaks. :] ahh!

"we'll frolic and play the eskimo way."

AtTheEndOfTheWeek.

Friday:started slowly. with trick or treating. but we got embarrassed after a few houses. then down town. then pizza. then young life party then the jewish frat party. then denny's with cute & nice strangers and a nine person car ride home. I had FUN.

Saturday:Rachel and I got up early and drove to ptown. got there a little after eleven went to lunch with my dad. cleaned and decorated for craig's party ALL DAY! finally showered and was a bunny (because bec & brandon were batman & robin too.) hung out at craig's party long enough to eat pizza then went to brandon's sisters house (after changing out of our costumes because no one else dressed up) played apples to apples with drunk kids. hahaa. and then meigen picked me up we tried to go star watching but the dumb grass was wet and I had to pee a lot. a lot.

Sunday: got up early again. and drove back up to Flag with Mom and Aunt Holly. showed them my dorm went shopping got some warm stuff. and some food. then went to lunch/dinner. then came back to my dorm said goodbye and went to bed super early.

It was a great weekend. filled with fun and lovely people .
hope yours was just as enjoyable. :]

hey bestfriends.

just to let you know, I am have officially declared my major. :]
My major is officially elementary education with an emphasis on bilingual multicultural education.

so one day I will be able to teach kids all over the world.
haaahaaa. :]


Happy Halloweeeeen.

serious.

just in case you all didn't believe me...

this came a couple days ago.

that's grandma, aunt holly, aunt laurel,

delaney, savannah, and yes molly.

hahaaa.

I love my family.

I get to hang out with them this weekend. :]

and MEIGEN! I am go glad she is coming home.

dinner.

seriously that's what I had for dinner.

my mom would be so proud of me.

underwhere?

I write too many blogs.
even though I now have my own playlist I still listen to Meigen's when I type.


"the hardest thing to let go of is the people you care about." - scrubs.
Yeah I did just quote something from scrubs. :]
I think that show is the perfect amount of humor and seriousness.


I hate this feeling and I just want it to go away and never return.
I don't want to make it a big deal if it isn't but it just feels so big to me.
I have noticed though that these days do go by quite quickly lately.



Normal?



In my family there is this "game" that developed with the invention of camera phones.
It doesn't necessarily have a name or definite rules. But basically when you receive a picture of someone wearing underwear on their head you must return a picture of yourself wearing underwear on your head (in addition to sending it to all the other players) whoever returns their picture to the original sender first wins. in the beginning the rules were much stricter for example the underwear on your head had to be yours and you had to send it back within fifteen minutes of receiving...however that proved to be difficult. so we are pretty flexible now a days. hahaaa. Anyway there are always pictures of someone wearing underwear on their head on my phone. (in case you ever find them and wonder.)(and don't worry the underwear is always clean.) (for the record if you know my family you know something like this is in no way even close to weird for us.) (scary, huh?)
*those camo underwear are actually boys boxer briefs. they came in the pack with the pairs for our batman and robin costumes.
they're sweet.
I own at the this game. :]
I have been known to include innocent family pets, stuffed animals (yes Meigen, Bluebeary), and even young cousins.




Oh and I learned today that wind (FREEZING WIND) is my new worst enemy. it makes walking to class miserable.

me & myself.

I am going to copy Meigen...sorta.
(stupid blog always reformats my posts. and I don't have the energy to fix it.)

I listen to the music on Meigen's blog when I type on my own blog.

I bought cherry chapstick because B had it. And I am in love.

I am going to be batman for halloween.

and Rachel is going to be robin.

jealous?

I love the french language.

and french music.

I feel guilty on days that I don't work out.

like today.

sometimes I use this blog to organize my thoughts.

which is why I delete.

When I say "my family" I mean my sister, mom, cousins, aunts, & grandparents.

At the moment my ideal 24 hours would be spent laughing with "my family" all day.

and then heading to "the coolest spot ever" and star watching with the four best girls I know.

I only get sad when I think about stuff.

which is why I try not to.

sometimes I wish I was a boy.

because I think life would be easier.

I think I am happier than other people think I am.

I get stressed out when I think about having to tell certain people I don't want them to be in my wedding.

I also get stressed when I think about paying for France.

If I had a choice it would be summer all year long.

and I would be a summer intern at church.

I always fall asleep half way through my night time prays

and then I feel bad.

I want to travel the entire world.

I want to dedicate myself to a cause in which I believe

and lose myself in spiritual service.

for the rest of forever.

Sometimes I get discouraged. and I feel like Ingrid Michaelson's song.

Keep Breathing.

I always relate songs to my current situation.

and my life in general.

I always feel better after I take a nap.

Sometimes the thought of the rest of my life scares me.

like crazy.

I believe I am currently learning that the only one I truly need is You.

and that is because I am finally starting to let myself realize that I don't need you.

and I can't tell if that makes me happy or sad.

I truly believe God has a plan.
I just wish I understood it.

I also believe He brings people into my life to teach me things.

sometimes maybe it is simply how to stand up for myself.

or how to let go.

I like memories.

I think about them a lot.

This whole college thing still doesn't feel like my real life.

I hate not having a "home."

I am learning that I am important too.

and sometimes I need to stop taking care of others

and stat taking care of myself.

I have discovered that honesty and the truth are really important to me.

I think that is enough for now.

It is officially MEIGEN AMANDA VILLAsoRREAL's 19th (she's old. :] )Birthday! call her, text her, love her.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! I love you to pieces.

:]